I'm putting myself through torture wondering about what's going on in your life.
But why should I care? You made the decision to get rid of me as your wife.
I guess just because your forever meant only until something better caught your eye,
doesn't mean i didn't mean it when I said I will love you until we die.
You were my world and I gave you my all but I guess that's where I went wrong.
I put you in a place in my life where only God should belong.
I have grown and readily and willingly admit my mistakes.
But what about you? You act like you're so great. I say bull, it's all fake.
If you were such a great man you wouldn't have broken me down the way you did.
If you were such a great man you wouldn't have made me feel like dirt that I couldn't give you a kid.
If you were such a great man you wouldn't continue to say that what you did was not wrong.
If you were such a great man you wouldn't have let this charade go on for so long.
I am so tired of hurting and I just want to let go.
But part of me can't because there is so much I need to know.
What was so awful about me that you had to hurt me in such a terrible way.
What was so awful about me that you watched my heart break and had nothing to say?
What did I do? What did I say?
Why would you just throw our love away.
How can you ignore all my pleas for you to just hear me out .
How can you ignore my attempts to talk without even knowing what its about.
How could you have moved on so easily as if I didn't mean a damn thing to you?
How could you say God gave you his approval? That's some bull too!
How can you not miss me, or hurt even a little inside.
How could you walk away and not care that when you did a very large part of me died?
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