What exactly do you mean when you say "to you I'll always be true?"
What exactly do you mean when you look me in my eyes and say I'm the only one for you?
What exactly does me and you forever mean to you?
What exactly did you mean by let me share my life with you?
What exactly did you mean when you asked me if I'd say I do?
I ask what you mean because obviously we have different definitions or something.
I thought the ring meant we were to be married. But you thought it meant keep me on a leash while you continue to do your thing.
I thought I promise meant you have my word that I'll do what I say.
But you thought it meant I'll do whatever I happen to feel like today.
I thought being true meant committed only to you.
But you thought it meant to me, and her, and yea, her too.
I thought forever meant our whole life long.
But you thought it meant just until something "better" comes along.
I thought sharing our life meant laughter, love, time, and happiness.
But you thought it meant being worried I would find your dirt so going through my phone being petty so you can act pissed.
I thought preparing to say I do meant joining as one in covenant with God for all our loved ones to see and rejoice.
But apparently you thought it meant a chance to do your dirt but shut me up and be in control of me so I have no voice.
Well, I guess I should clear things up so that we're on the same page here.
You have no more control over me and I'm done letting you steal my joy and causing me to live in fear.
You are not worth another moment of my time or another tear from my eye.
My only thoughts of you now are when I pray that you get right with God before you die.
You see, my value is obviously more than you can afford and my worth too much for you to see.
Yes it may hurt for awhile after I let you go, but broke down is something I will never be.
My Father has sent me a comforter and HE can hold me close when I am sad.
HE even wraps HIS arms around me to give me peace when I am mad.
HE doesn't lie to me or make me doubt myself like you did everyday.
HE whispers to me, you are loved, you are favored, and blessed in every way.
So you see HE is enough until my right one comes along.
And in case you are confused, let me tell you, it's not you, you're all wrong.
So I hope we are on the same page now, but just in case, let me make things very clear.
I don't want you. It's over. We're done. No more you and me. Bounce. Holla. Move on. Buh-bye dear!
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